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I've Always Dreamt to be One of Them.
Posted on: Thursday, November 19, 2009
Posted at: 6:05 PM
I wonder what'd happen if I had made another move 4 years ago.Posted at: 6:05 PM
Now I'm just trying hard to convince myself not to regret over the decisions made.
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dreams seem so far away at times.
I'm not posting proper blog posts anymore.
Labels: Emotional
Blogging using the phone for the first time. (:
Posted on: Thursday, November 12, 2009
Posted at: 5:52 PM
Never had I thought that the schedule of next week will be filled with exams and coursework. 4 tests and 2 coursework due within a week, YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME. Worse thing is, most of the tests are on topics which I hardly understand, esp. AddMaths *double frown; whereas endless pieces of coursework require countless amount of time + energy + effort (there you go, I have even come up with an equation -_-). I already am stressed out by just the thought of doing them,can't imagine how I'll manage to complete them in time. :(Posted at: 5:52 PM
I feel like a nerd now cuz all these problems about studies just keep on popping up in my mind all the time. It's exactly like how a trojan virus infects the hardware of a computer. Well, maybe it's inappropriate to compare my brain to a computer. Anyway, what I'm trying to say is, these matters are so ever bothering and frustrating, that I have to depend on music to soothe my mind from time to time. I've been listening to my mp4 player for about 4 times within 10 yesterday, i sang along the melodies of almost 30 songs. At that moment I just couldn't bring myself to do any work as my mind was blank and I was kind of on the verge of breaking down.
Oh mannn I'm whining again :P It's highly unlikely that I'll be able to meet the date lines of coursework and at time same time, revise for all tests. It's just a matter of comparison as to which is more important: Getting good grades for the school report, or obtaining higher marks for the igcse coursework. That leads to the decision-making of which aspects which I have to focus more on.
Sigh, it's true that everything has a trade off, and an... Opportunity cost (I did mention earlier that my nerd mode is on now) :P
Foot note: why does it all have to be in next week? :S
You're Never There.
Posted on: Sunday, November 08, 2009
Posted at: 5:56 PM
Oh dear friend, Posted at: 5:56 PM
You have no idea of how much I long to meet you in person;
to spill all the problems which have been bothering me all the while;
to share with you the deepest secrets that have not been told before;
to see your smile of reassurance;
to communicate with you freely without any awkwardness or difficulties;
to know that I'm not forgotten by the world, that the loneliness will disappear and that there's a certain someone who cares about me.
Labels: Emotional
Unrealistic.
Posted on:
Posted at: 1:44 AM
Posted at: 1:44 AM
Forget the Pain; how I wish it's that easy.
Labels: Obsessions
Cuz' I Don't Wish to Repeat the Same Mistake.
Posted on: Sunday, October 18, 2009
Posted at: 12:56 AM
For once, I'm actually being protective over a friend, caring more about her feelings than my own. I could have expressed my discomfort, annoyance and anger about the whole matter. Instead, I didn't voice out any strong disagreement but tried to think of the situation from her perspective. Indeed, it's strange for me to do so. I'm unsure of whether that's because I have learnt to be more open-minded, or I have become more rational and better at my anger-management. Posted at: 12:56 AM
Perhaps, it's not caused by any of those, but the fear of losing that certain friend.
Labels: Buddies
It's Never Easy.
Posted on: Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Posted at: 6:08 PM
Now I see why people often say that words are powerful.Posted at: 6:08 PM
A few lines of sentences which I cannot understand at all was enough to hypnotise and drain me for the entire hour.
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ON HIATUS.
Might be back blogging somewhere around December or January 2010.
Goodbye people.
stressed-out-at-12.51am
Posted on: Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Posted at: 12:54 AM
Hold on forPosted at: 12:54 AM
FREAKING THREE MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL. (till sumer holidays.)
I seriously prefer to have more exams than to complete my coursework. I'm just crazy, it takes me almost twice the time to finish my work compared to the others. So much of energy, so much of thinking. Things just worsen when I can't even express what I understand in words.
Having language barriers sucks so much.
Labels: Studies
In This Short Period of Time.
Posted on: Monday, June 22, 2009
Posted at: 7:58 PM
Oh my god I need someone to chat with on MSN now.Posted at: 7:58 PM
This frustration is killing me. :S
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12.31am: I'm so sleepy now. I wonder has anyone died because of lack of sleep? I've done nothing before the evening other than listening to songs and scribbling. How was I supposed to do any of my homework in a bad mood? So yeah. Have to stay up till midnight to do a bit of work. I'm sure that I won't even compete any of the tasks but I'll try do fill in some of the bits. Why on earth do we students have so much coursework due in the last week of school! Isn't the last week of school supposed to be relaxing and fun?
Oh, I really don't want Year 10 to end. the next Year will just be tough, more coursework of endless words and mocks. Right now I want to watch movies such as Transformers and Confessions of a Shopaholic (omg that's aired so long ago but I haven't got any chances to watch it!) Not to forget the 4 TVB dramas awaiting me. What to do, I'll have to wait for another dreadful week for those enjoyments. :S
5 days more and so many students and a few teachers are leaving. I'm so gonna miss Ms Smith, Khoa, Daniel, Paola, DJ, Lucy, Malvin and the others.
I'm not sure whether I'm looking forward to Year 11. I'm hoping for a really nice tutor next year (the tutor I'm having now is great and I actually hope that she'll continue teaching our group). There's class streaming for Science and there's a high possibility that I won't have the same teachers next year - which is just sad. I enjoy my Science classes this year and I think I've got the best teachers. Besides, I can also work well with those classmates, it's just good to have either Carla or/and Adeline as working partners for experiments.
Fingers crossed. Hopefully I'm lucky enough to get what I wish for :)
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I was somehow disgusted by my self-introduction written several months ago here. I'll think of better words to fill in this space while I'm away from the blogosphere for months. Till then :)
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- Blogging using the phone for the first time. (:
- You're Never There.
- Unrealistic.
- Cuz' I Don't Wish to Repeat the Same Mistake.
- It's Never Easy.
- stressed-out-at-12.51am
- In This Short Period of Time.
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